Are you afraid of being alone?

Someday my prayers, my tears, my faith , my hardwork everything is going to give me answers that am actually trying to find for.

So grateful that atleast god listens to me. Without giving me advices of how and why…blah blah.. he just listens.

Or maybe it did. But i didn't care. Or I was running from the fact that I have no one.

What baseball stories from the early days of the sport seem too bizarre to be true?

I was complete emotionally dependent on him with my filtered version. He still doesn't know the real me( I was scared if I will loose him if I show him my real side).

And do I have complains? - no not anymore.

Im trying to learn about me. The day isn't so far when I completely be fine with being my ownself. After all everyone is so tired to have me around. Nor am being myself anymore.

How did Nickelback gain a large fan base despite criticism of their music?

But my scars grew deeper & darker. So much so that I feel like no concealer nor any chemical peel treatment can fade them away.

Heheheh<3

Yesterday my heart cried alot but not my eyes. Cause my eyes have no tears left. Now only my heart aches and cries. I may seem very quiet and happy in the outer world. But my inner world has collapsed so bad that I'm still finding my pieces to fix my heart’s puzzle. But how could I? I have left my parts with the people who never really cared about me.

What’s a historical event you wish more people talked about?

Though now I'm sharing all to my bff(god). Although he watches me every sec and knows what exactly am doing.

I had good people around me. But eventually people fade or maybe I was just with them because I wanted to feel the void of my emptiness.

Yeah, yeah ik my outfit was straight out of fairytale.

How do I know if I am a bitch? I try to be a nice person but people often jokingly call me a bitch. My family calls me a bitch sometimes too.

Thank you for being here.

I need to accept the fact that I have no one. Like no one….

Then i slowly developed this self love when I didn't even know what self love is. I loved my company. But as I entered into high school people around me forced to believe that you need people around. As I was always bullied in my high school.

What were the first few days, weeks, months and then years like after finding out about your spouses infidelity? How did your feelings, and yours & their approach to the situation change in the immediate aftermath compared to later down the line?

I was always alone (no friends). Everyone around me were already in schools getting into high school. And I use to barely speak a word. As i was born late to my parents.

I use to feel always alone. Always. Though I had people around me and the most pampering childhood. But no one of my age who would understand my emotions well and play the exact game I want to. In schools I was introvert. If i ever made a friend I use to get replaced cause I was not like others. I was very calm. I did all the fun around people who i considered to be mine only bestie.

Anyways people leave. So did he. He was different for me but he did leave……not leave actually he replaced me at the end just like everyone. Even after knowing my scars. He concealed it with some cheap concealer( which were ofcourse his promises). Afterall it was cheap concealer. As time passes cheap concealer leaves patches on your face. Which does look like fresh scars which were highlighted.

What does it mean when I have a dream where my friend died? I had this dream last night where one of my friends died in a shootout and I woke up crying.

At times I often think that is it me?Who was once geet…. complete package of chatter box anyone can ever find.

The only song I want to dedicate is MAIN AGAR KAHOON..

Although am still on the journey to heal my self so that my broken parts don't cut innocent people.

Japan’s oldest “human” fossils aren’t human at all, says new study - Glass Almanac

I was in hostel so it was all day studying hostel and not like pgs, nor Allen. It was like chaitnya and Narayana but some other college.

All the scars because some boy replaced me?

I'm not looking for a boy to complete me.

Why do people keep complaining about how some people copy and paste the question before answering it? To me, it's very disturbing and makes me want to block and mute them as annoying whiners.

Anyways after all this I got so humble yet so quiet.

But sometimes I crave to be seen when I'm quiet externally and my head is full of thoughts which trying so hard to get out, but me shutting it down everytime cause no body cares.

Am I afraid of being alone? Not really…..Ok! well sometimes ofcourse when I see on quora people being hyped in comment section by someone' who has they back, instagram besties and many more.

What is the story of how you met your spouse?

I have beautiful people in my friends list offline and online. But its just that I don't get the love I want.

After continuously failing people laugh at me and my dreams.

How immature…

Who is the beast of Revelation 13?

Image source - me

Toodles🦭

Which is true . I have no one.

What is the difference between heaven and heavens?

I had no guts to make new friends. And then college happened.

This one question that left my eyes teary was.Will someone pick up the call if I call them mid night? - answer is sure shot (NO).

‘So I can't really expect someone to wipe my tears while they are bleeding internally”. - quote by me.

Who are your 5 or so favorite Quora people?

Understandable after all everyone is dealing with something or the other. That I have no idea about.

As i was a kid.

No no it was not only him. As i have been mentioning in my answers that I have been replaced many times since childhood. That kinda haunts me now but this fact never bothered me before.

Astronomers see the 1st stars dispel darkness 13 billion years ago at 'Cosmic Dawn' - Space

These days are not really great for me. I don't get the usual breakdowns like before. But I have this sudden ache in my heart and flashback of how people treated me since class 1. But i often crave for someone to listen to me. So that my head gets free.

I miss myself. But ik the real me…

As I have already mentioned I was in relationship 🤡. So I use to feel he is going to be with me. Big big joke.

Is it accurate to say that while Donald Trump has "America First" policy, the Democratic Party has "Other nations first" policy?

Though these days I'm being hyped up by <3 Poonam in my comment section. Grateful that my virtual people are best than offline people.